Way past my bedtime
I left the hangout open incase you changed your mind
No one wants to “not sleep” non-voluntarily.
No I’m not experiencing insomnia.
No I’m not the kinds to surf 9gag or tumblr endlessly and expect to go into a peaceful coma and expect to experience a miracle hours later.
I’m saying, I can’t sleep because its past my bed time and I don’t feel gravity tugging at the ends of my eye lashes, forcing a close to the windows of my soul and finally my swirly brain to rest.
I’m saying I’m not putting any resistance to my sleep.
I want to sleep, but I lie in bed finding everything increasingly irritating.
And my denial that “i can’t sleep” just gets louder.
The pink elephant is growing and I have to face it sooner.
Goodnight,
Bye
